Feeling of belongingness :P

Ristie's arrival is something i have been waiting for. Not just for the pasalubongs but the fact that a friend wherein i can say i originally belonged to. When ristie left for japan, gamay was outsourced and kring left alliance was one of the hardest.. i really felt i was alone. Though that thing enabled me to find new friends still the feeling of loneliness was there. And now that she's back i am really so happy i know this is only for a while but its fine for i am also leaving. :-)

This past week was so busy aside from being busy at the office, i was busy of dining out which has cost me 2lbs.huhuhu. Just wanna say thank you to ristie for all the pasalubongs, the freebies :P, the day at coco palms, the pictorial and all.. thank you! Thank you for being back, somehow it made my last days at alliance wonderful.. :D

Counting the days! :D

I finally told my PL that im gonna be up to that date only.. :-)
How i wish its earlier but due to some financial constraints, i just can't. hehehe.
Anyway, I'm glad i was able to made up mind.

I can say that this is it, there's no turning back now.
Everything is falling into place.
I can do this! I am strong, yes i am! :-)

Looking back!

Its funny how we got to do things just for someone we like to notice us. But in the end we realized that no matter how hard we tried, it just did not happen. Why? Simply because its just not meant to be. And there is nothing for us to do except to let go and just be happy for that someone. :-)

Renewed!

I never think about my life so much, i just go with the flow, but last week i did give it some kind of thinking.
Which is good. Somehow, it gives new meaning and inspiration to my life. I now have a goal to achieve and i am determined to reach that goal.
By God's will, i will. :-) I know i am better now and i can do this. :-)

Never had the guts

i admit! i did and still do. i never had the courage to tell you this, but i actually do. Thinking back, how i wished i did tell you but i just couldn't you know why? Coz i know u don't feel the same way. I believe if you have something to tell me, you'd tell me naman diba? But you never did. So that's it. :-)

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i dont know.. its just that i need to write something.. but i could not figure out what exactly..hehehe.. adik! nglagot diay ko ganina pg uli nko bah.. nakasakay ko ug hubog.. as in.. nganu mgpalabi mn ug inom nga moabot na ana nga point.. why people dont tend to stop doing things they cant carry and manage? tsk3! anyhow, im happy that i am alive.. hehehe.. im happy i have my family with me. im happy i have my friends and relatives.. im happy that im breathing.. im happy that im loving myself more now.. im happy that i am now finally moving on.. im happy that im learning something everyday about life.. im happy that i got hurt and learned from it.. im happy that im stronger now.. im happy that i am ready.. :)

dghna i.. lagi nlng ako dah.. hehehe :) kamu npd.. :D

learnings...

learnings:

1. i have learned that everything takes time..
2. i have learned that family and friends will always be there to help in some way or another..
3. i have learned that no matter how hard the two of you tried to make the relationship worked, if it's not really meant to be, it would really end..
4. i have learned that its better to have loved and get lost than not to love at all..
5. i have learned that to get over with someone, you need to let go of him/her completely..
6. i have learned that in the end all you have is yourself, so be careful to whom you'd give your heart to..
7. i have learned that everything happens for a reason..
8. i have learned that life means taking risks..
9. i have learned that not everything goes your way..
10. i have learned that no matter how hard things may be, you really can get over them all..
11. i have learned that someday i'm gonna find the one meant for me.. :D so i just need to relax and wait what life has in store for me.. yey!!! :D