am i?

here i am wondering what is this
but i could not quite comprehend yet
i am not sure if am ready to get hurt
coz for sure in the end this gonna hurt me like crazy :(

so for now, i would lift this to the one above
im secure and quite sure he has plans
whether this feeling is right or not
in time i will know..

i just need to trust his mighty power to act upon..
so for now im letting go of whatever is this.. >:D<